August 1, 2007

• Wrote these ramblings yesterday.  It is just my thoughts for that day. 

  My life decided to leave me last night.  Just up and went.  Turned over the sheets, hopped out of bed, and walked out the door without bothering to pack. 

  I wish to God that I would drop dead right here. 

  There was only one angel on this Earth.  But now she’s been taken. 

  Oh, God.  Why?  Why won’t you just let me die now? 

  There was no one as beautiful as she.  No one as kind as she.  And yet they’re all around. 

  These Christmas lights are just killing me. 

  Lying asshole. 

  Fucking bitch. 

  And it will never be the same again. 

  My expectations were way too high. 

  If I were in an ocean at night with hungry sharks swimming below me, I would not be this scared.  I can’t tell you. 

  God, the trumpets are trying so hard! 

  I’m changing.  I can feel it. 

  And it’s going to be one hell of a life.

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